When Life Feels Heavy: My Real Life Update

 When Life Feels Heavy: My Real Life Update

Just going thru it!

Life is too Much Right Now!

Lately, I’ve been carrying a weight that’s hard to explain. Between trying to stay afloat financially, dealing with housing stress, and feeling completely alone most days—it’s been a lot. Too much, honestly.

I live in income-based housing, and while I’m grateful to have a roof over my head, it doesn’t always feel like “home.” It’s survival. And surviving every day with no real stability, no peace, and barely enough income—takes a toll. I’m trying, but the grind just doesn’t stop.

Bills stack up, my rent is cheap still my struggle is a lot, racked up a whole lotta credit card debt and food costs are out of control. And the worst part? I'm doing all of this alone.

I Feel Depressed...

Some days I wake up and I don’t even have the energy to get out of bed. I try to keep pushing through because I have goals, I have dreams—but I also have limits. And I’ve been hitting mine over and over again.

Emomtionally Eating...

To be real, my health isn’t great either. I have type 2 diabetes, and I’ve been emotionally eating more than I should. I know better—but lately food has been the one thing that gives me comfort when everything else feels so unpredictable. It's hard managing diabetes on a tight budget. Healthy food is expensive, and when you're emotionally drained, you just reach for what’s easy.

How I Feel About Doing YouTube Right Now..

And when it comes to YouTube—whew. I’ve been showing up, sharing what I can, and giving pieces of myself even when I feel like I have nothing left. But lately, I’ve been questioning if I should slow down with the videos or even take a break.

I don’t know for sure yet, but right now my heart is telling me to focus more on my website and building that up. It feels like something I can control, something that could lead to something real.

I might not be posting as many videos for as I usually do this upcoming week, but I’m still here. Still creating. Still fighting through. I just need to do it in a way that protects my peace.

Let me know what y’all got going on too.

Drop a comment, send a message, whatever. I wanna hear from y’all. We’re all going through something—and sometimes just talking about it makes it feel a little lighter.

Thanks for reading, for being here, and for understanding. I appreciate y’all more than you know.